I Don’t Wanna

3 cheerleader recommendations written   CHECK

1 teacher recommendation written  CHECK

1 blog left to write  UGH!

But I don’t wanna….

I was so reflective the beginning of the month. I was so into writing. Now I’m going through the motions for the most part.

I need a muse.

I need some inspiration.

The regularity of writing sometimes helps me see my world differently and helps me make meaning out of life through my words.

Yet lately, I feel like the rote motion of the pitter patter of my fingers on the keyboard, and I’m wanting March Madness of slicing to end.

And I don’t wanna write. I’d like to go back to weekly writing, but I made this a

PRIORITY, and I plan to follow through.

Why?

Because of my stubbornness.

Because of this teacher community.

Because I said I would.

Because I’m competitive.

Because I can and I will.

Because this is the first year I’ve posted before midnight every night, and I plan to be win-worthy even if I win nothing other than the satisfaction of achieving that which I haven’t achieved before.

Because…